April 12, 2006

Last days of college......

Every person.............literally every person in his life experiences the feeling which im feeling right now.The feeling which arises when you realise the truth that you will have to part from your friends.This unfortunate feeling comes only once in your life time...........thats when your lovely college days end.Not all of my college days are filled with fun n joy but the last three semesters was when i had the fun which i've never had in my life.I had fun almost everyday............yeah 90% of the days of the last 3 semesters.This wouldnt have been possible without the people whom i call "THE GIFT OF MY LIFE".I donno who gifted me these people,i would have said god but i dont believe in god.It just happens to the best of us(as we always say),i wont say im the only best..........all of us are best,every single person with a friend who loves him is best.

My college JNTUCEH has taught me a lot.Different people,different behaviours n different trends.Im not thankful to it for teaching me what life is becoz any other college would have done it.But i'll bend on my knees,bow my head,join my arms n thank my college..............for only 1 reason.............Amy,Ashy,Bobby,Sandy,Sunny,Simmi,Joe,Prat,Ramya n Sam.The ones whom i'll remember for the rest of my life.They shed tears for me,shout at me,hit me,kick me,kiss me,molest me,pour water on me,spit on me,curse me,make me feel good,make me feel bad n do a lot more things to me................

It all started one day when i was talkin to Sammi(Sameera) on phone a few days after our cultural fest Spandana '06.She said "ur college days are ending u've become old".That was when this feeling creeped into my mind for the first time.Everyone of my friends wud have had this feeling.Believe me i cudnt sleep properly that night i slept very late.All the memories of my friends just swooshed through my mind that night.I then reminded myself of the disco in Spandana '06.Disco was one of the places where u cant resist to move away no matter how much exhausted u are.It makes u feel like ur friends are there with u even if they are not physically present.We missed Amar on the second day of the disco.But we didnt really miss him,we danced for a song yelling out his name n imitating his actions.Sandy was wearing a Takkari Donga hat n was tapping his feet for all the beats.Sunny n Ash were too in the same mood.Even the most-of-the-time-reserved Bob cudnt resist to the beats..............

After several minutes i see all of them.I could only see the cold sweat glittering on their faces n air with the notes of the song gushing out of their mouths.Everyone was puffin n pantin but still manages to widen their mouth,lighten up their eyes n jump into the air when they look into their friends' eyes,any person who doesnt belong there when looked at him may feel like hez gonna die in a few minutes.Its only his friend who can understand that the death-like gesture on his face is a smile.Thats the hardest smile one can give in such circumstances.We had another such disco in our farewell party.It was the last disco of our college life.We had a rockin time in it but the only dissapointment was that we missed Ash n Ramya who doesnt belong to our department.But as i said u we dont really miss our friends in a disco.'Lady hear me tonite'(One of Ash's fav songs) reminded us of Ash n Amy when he said his head was aching reminded us of Ramya.Not all programmes in that party are worth remembering but 2 are......The disco n Simmi's speech.Many people hate me but if u ask me the one who hates me the most i would say Simmi will take the first place in the Hate-Puppy List...............that was the extent to which we both fight n curse each other...........guess she doesnt really hate me........
During her speech she was asked about her achievements and what she said was ulti rocking she said in a rockin style that it was her friends Samaja,Pratima,Jyothi,Ramya n the one and only MAXOS whom she achieved in her college life.That really pumped my adrenaline.She rocks for what she said.

The sweetest memory of my college life was on March 15,2006..........the date which i'll remember forever.It was on this day i learned how much my friends(maxos) love me.I made a video for them.I did it with my heart.They've seen it n their reaction made me feel like i conquered the whole world.Amar never reacts for anything but donno what happened to him on that day..... he broke down to tears after watching it.I DASH u Amar.Sunny was like kissing me on the phone for almost 10 mins.Sandy n Bob too reacted more than what i've been expecting.Ash too rocks.He screamed out MAXOS at half past 12 in the night after watching it..................I won the love of my friends.I love them a lot too.The reactions of maxogals too are heart touching.Thank you Simmi.Thank you Ramya.Thank you Sam.Thank you Joe.Thank you Prat.They are my very sweet n unforgettable friends.Sam is the real prankster of all the gals,if she plays a prank on anyone........he or she will definitely be speechless.Joe n Prat have always been the centre of teasin most of the times.Dont take that to your heart buddies it was just fun.We didnt really mean it.And for Ramya too for calling her dumbu n sayin that shez too fat in a dress and promising her to drop at her uncle's house n breakin it...........sorry for all that sis.Sorry Sunny for destroying the neatness of ur room everytime i enter it n also for tearin ur tank cover.Sorry Amy for doin all those actions n also for all the beatings i gave you for which u had the impressions of my hand.Sorry Sandy for adding masala to watever u told me n bookin u in front of all our friends.Sorry Bobby for shunting u to pay back my money whenever i lend u.Sorry Ashy for watever bad i did to u.Sorry Simmi for destroying n breakin all ur hair clips n bands.Sorry Joe for teasin u as Sue n DJ.Sorry Prat for imitating the way u drink badam paalu.Sorry Sam if i ever hurt ur feelings.Now seriously from the bottom of my heart im sorry to all u people for the small small hurtings which i caused u.

A lot of memories.............a lot of sweet memories with all of them.And 2 or 3 years from now the situation will never be the same.............all of us goin in different directions to achieve our own goals.
No more late night parties no more bumps no more kicking each other no more pouring water on each other no more spitting on each other n we dont even know when we all meet again when we all go to our TEMPLE together.................Me n Ash once said to each other that we are gonna enjoy these last days to the maximum n guess what........we lived it.My college days are simply unforgettable.I still have a little time to spend in my college after i post this message.I hope we all rock it up till the end.

When the days end we all feel bad becoz we are goin to leave our college............yeah that was the only time when we truly know the value of our college.We never talked good abt our college in the past 3.5 years but it is now we realise what we miss.We miss our friends miss the canteen cool drink n maaza miss the double meaning pranks played on each other miss the A certificate movies that we watched miss the late night walks n getin afraid of the dogs that come in the way miss the bunking of classes miss the copying in internals miss the threats from our lab incharge when he finds that all records have the same programs..............miss every single breath of college life.

I wish i miss u only in college but not in life.I used to say to Ash that 1 day im goin to kill the moratic Puppy within me.But that day comes only when i part from u all becoz Puppy exists only as long as u all are there with me.And I wish that day to be the day when i breathe my last.I wish we all stay together forever.

I love you Amy.
I love you Ashy.
I love you Bobby.
I love you Sandy.
I love you Sunny.
I love you Simmi.
I love you Joe.
I love you Prat.
I love you Ramya.
I love you Sam.

This is the song which reminds me of u people whenever i hear it.
Its titled Graduation(Friends Forever) by Vitamin C.It goes this way......

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?................